it is not easy to study or to work hard in something just to develop yourself and it is very easy if you wait unit you got activity or project to do it or to learn a new tool , i am talking about language reading in general in history politics or anything related to your work but not necessary to be done ot learned now If you energize your motive and do it for long period you will have more tools in your life and that will make you more powerful but when I push myself to much to be very positive in my normal day I feel tired and very stressed cause it is not interesting So my question is should everybody put a lot of topics for him self and plan to finish it in a time limit for his future in career and in life in general or this is theoretical and no one can do it ? please tell me if you are doing I would like to share ideas